Today didn’t start well..I woke up feel a great sense of dread..and the loneliness feeling is overwhelming me again..I wished for more when I know “more” is impossible..I wished for..I wished for many things of which now I feel it’s totally a joke..maybe it’s pms that is getting me more emo than what I alr have been in the past 2mths..but what the hell..I don’t want to be emo at all! God would u somehow assure me that I will be ok? That I would still find someone that would love me for who I am..that I would be happy.

I really need You now.