my feelings cannot be described…
i feel empty, sad, frustrated..
sigh..i dont know why i am feeling..
and i dont know what i am feeling..
i just need to pew things out incoherently..
run like a crazy dog down the streets..
scream at the top of my lungs till my vocal chords snap..
just sleep and never wake up..
grrr..i feel sooooooooooooooo monstrously eeky inside!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
;( and there is nothing i can do about it..
and for sure..there is nothing you will do anything about.