my feelings cannot be described…

i feel empty, sad, frustrated..

sigh..i dont know why i am feeling..

and i dont know what i am feeling..

i just need to pew things out incoherently..

run like a crazy dog down the streets..

scream at the top of my lungs till my vocal chords snap..

just sleep and never wake up..

grrr..i feel sooooooooooooooo monstrously eeky inside!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

;( and there is nothing i can do about it..

and for sure..there is nothing you will do anything about.