I think I have become a very cynical, skeptical, doubtful, insecure, take pleasure in nothing, stiff necked, stubborn, prideful, lone ranger…
All symptoms are deemed abominable to God..where did the cheerful, trusting, innocent, willing, yielded, sweet/good-natured girl go………

Well, I have no freakin’ idea..

I feel I am so doomed as a person.